My deepest love in a time of grief! / Vera Miranda (Just someone with a heart )
I found out about Nicole and Nathan at a petition started by someone concerned with the way the Child Protective Services just rip kids away from their parents and destroy entire families.
The petition was signed by Theresa and on hearing the story I was filled with tears. Although my two children, Angelina Miranda, 6, and my son, Marcel Pregent, 2, are now in the care of my mom and dad, I know the pain of loss, because they were in foster care for 5 months. My children were separated from each other by Catholic Children's aid and my daughter changed foster parents 3 times while in Hamilton Region. At one point on going home from a 2 hour meeting and having seen my daughter cry and scream and hide under the car from those vicious people, my parents and I were in the car, and I tried to open the door of the car and jump onto the highway but my dad locked the back doors in time. It is a desperate thing and the memories still get to me. I had lost hope because the social workers were not planning to give my parents a chance and told us they were giving up the kids to adoption because even the fathers had been considered unfit. I find myself lucky because soon after, the government decided that the kids belonged to a different society in the Region of Peel, Mississauga. It was here that my children found safe haven and my parents got a chance at having them but for me life is still a struggle each day I wake up and I am not aloud alone by my children's side. I miss the walks, our home, our cat, everything, yet I can't complain. The only other thing is that I don't get along with my father and so when the day comes to try to get them back, I will have to go against my own family. Some days I cry just thinking how my parents exclude me in my children's lives. I still feel suicidal, but when I read stories like these I am strong for those like you who lost everything that was most special to you.
I will pray for your daughter and grandson and light a candle for them. I'm sure that if your daughter committed suicide it was because she couldn't bear the thought of her baby being dead and everything that she had to put through by those vicious CPS workers. God, I'm sure, has wiped her tears away and joined her to her beloved son. This is what I know in my heart and so I wish to console you that they are better now than when they were grieving on earth. Just pray each day to God for comfort and you'll be alright. I will be there for you too if you need it. I would love to have a mother because mine doesn't appreciate me and my strength.
Lots of love,
Vera Miranda
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